okay, tonight's the eve, and in about37 minutes time it'll be christmas yay :3 christmas is one of my favourite holidays cause i absolutely love christmas songs, the carolling and the festive mood of it all. especially when dad was driving in the car and we passed through orchard road, i was er touched to see the chrstmas lights and so many people walking around and all. it's the holiday that i've most anticipated for, and it's finally here.

unfortunately, it's my saddest christmas. not that i'm upset about anything but i'm just feeling down. so down that i was really quiet today. even my aunt could sense it, i wasn't smiling much. and i very well know the reason behind it all as to why i feel like this. (no it's not pms for goodness sake)

suddenly, i'm not really in the mood to celebrate christmas anymore.

_|_ take this, You. i wonder where are you now and what are you doing, but it's not like it's supposed to matter anymore.

okay, i feel like blogging something special for christmas aye. therefore, i present you MY TOP TEN LIST OF DISLIKES! (: rawr.

1. i dislike myself.
(no, actually i HATE myself in fact. and it's so damn true, it's number one on my list hee.)

2. i dislike broken promises or when people lie.
(yes i absolutely cannot stand that. i hate it when people do not mean what they say. and they just automactically get recorded in my black book.)

3. i dislike it when people see me cry.
(yeah i don't know why but i just don't like it okay.)

4. i dislike third parties.
(the kind who thinks that coming between someone else's relationship and try to 'fight for who they love'. bullshit okay. if that person's taken, stay away for good cause you ain't like people to mess with yours _|_)

5. i dislike it when people think i'm easy to cheat and try to play me.
(so wrong people.)

6. i dislike people who can brush off the things and people that once meant/still means something important to them all so easily.
(just, HOW COULD THEY?!)

7. i dislike smoking and the people who smokes especially in areas where there are many people.
(smoke somewhere else where there's alot of open air to pollute or in a smoking area.)

8. i dislike people who bump into me especially in crowded areas.
(i know i'm short but watch it dammit.)

9. i dislike mirrors.
(they're freaky and i don't like staring into them unless i have to.)

10. i dislike, this girl in malaysia.
(in fact, HATE. the only person so far that i think i'll maintain this grudge with. if i ever see her i probably might just stab her with anything sharp i can get my hands on.)

and YEAH, there's a hidden meaning behind all of this. just don't try to guess cause i don't wanna look ugly.

and there i leave you. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND GOD BLESS, EVERYONE! (: much loves <3

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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